al-fatihah

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it is such a gloomy day for me..yesterday my lovely lovely auntie past away...macam luruh jantung jap..sangat terkilan...dapat melawat sekejap..tu pon die mmg x sedarkan diri...im really in a sad sad mood...dapat juga gambar paling clear...love u my auntie..semoga mak ngah berada dalam keadaan baik n tenang bersama org2 beriman..

al-fatihah

TORN

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I thought, i saw a man brought to life

He was warm, he came around and he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

well, you couldn't be that man i adored

you don't seem to know

seen to care what your heart is for

but i don't know him anymore

there's nothing where he used to lie

the conversation has run dry

that's what's going on

nothing's fine, i'm torn

i'm all out of faith

this is how i feel

i'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor

illusion never change

into something real

i'm awake and i can see 

the perfect sky is torn

you're little late, i'm already torn

so i guess the fortune teller's right

should have seen just what was there

and not some holy light

it crawled beneath my veins

and now i don't care, i had no luck

i don't miss it all much

there's just so many things

that i can touch, i'm torn

i'm all out of faith

this is how i feel

i'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor

illusion never change

into something real

i'm awake and i can see 

the perfect sky is torn

you're little late, i'm already torn, torn

there's nothing where he used to lie

the conversation has run dry

that's what's going on

nothing's fine, i'm torn

i'm all out of faith

this is how i feel

i'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor

illusion never change

into something real

i'm awake and i can see 

the perfect sky is torn

you're little late, i'm already torn, torn

fuh fuh

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aduhai...banyak nye sawang2 dlm blog nih..maaf la ye to all readers...saye dah dok umah sewa nih xde internet..so susah dah nak update..nak update pon nak kena ade mood kan..hahahaha..balik umah family pon smgu sekali je..kadang2 nak pakai pc pon xberkesempatan...doa2 la pas ni senang je saye nak pasang unifi kat umah ek..sblm2 ni nak pasang streamyx tapi xdtg2 pon..penat je tgu..pas ni nak pasang unifi lak..dengar cite downloading nye laju..makin laju la nak mendownload..ihiks..see u guys later peeps..

only exception

berjalan2

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skang ni mak n bapa bf saye mengerjakan haji..so adik2 die pon ade la tinggal bersame abng nye kat bangi..so hr mgu ade la dpt pluang bawa dorg jalan2 kl..

 

walaupon la terpakse keje hr ahad..tp lepas je abes keje..trus jump dorg..hehehehe..bukan slalu pon dpt jalan2 spend time together ngan dorg kan..dapat la kasi guide kl ni camne...

mula2 bf bawa la dorg g mines..ngat kan nak bw dorg masok mines wonderland..tapi lambat plak buka nye...

dah puas jln2 round mines..dorg pon trus ke sunway pyramid..

dah sampai sunway bru le met i..
ihiks..
i baru abes klas..
trus jump dorg..
leh jenjalan lg..

dah puas kat sunway..kami pon trus ke kuala selangor..

dah lama x makan ikan bakar ngan sotong bkr kat sane..

tp x sempat nak amik gmbr sbb masing2 dah kebulur..ahaks..

end of their journey....

pas tu trus balik rumah..masing2 pon dah penat...

salaaammmm..

kesedihan melanda..

aduhai..lepas satu satu...sedih nye bila di tipu bulat2...bila dah dpt tahu kebenaranye...aduhai..perit je rase kan..nak nak lagi bila rase pedih tu datang dari orang yang paling kite sayang sekali...camne nak gambarkan yer..x tergambar di fikiran...luluh rase hati nih...

ade ke ek kebaikan kalo dapat tipu orang or sorok ape2 dari orang yang paling die sayang...tak tahu la ek ape rase nye..gembire ke..aduhai...letih la pikir...isu memang dah lama timbul..tapi kepercayaan yang aku bagi die dah perkosa..

mengeluh pon x berguna kan..so lepas ni i akan learn d lesson la kan...

trima kasih kerana tuhan masih menyayangi saye..

salam..

luahan..

bila sebut pasal luahan ade je yg kite nak luahkan..mungkin ade rakan2 yg ade masalah..cara meluahkan ape yg terbuku amat mambantu kan..aku ni ade la juga jd tempat luahan..rase kesian pon ade..tp nak tolong camne ek..nasihat je yg mampu bg..tp kadang2 terpikir..camne la aku nnt ek..harap2 lah di jauhkan segala dugaan..

tapi pade sesape juga yg de masalah tu..harap bersabar la yer..tuhan bg dugaan tuk menguji kite sebagai manusia..

salam..

Graduated

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me Graduated alreadyy..

yeeaaaa..

kisah di suatu bukit yg indah

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kisah ni bermula sbb kami2 budak2 INSEP nih dpt off-day..

ape lg..merancang le nak wat something kan..

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akhirnye tercipta la idea nak ke suatu bukit..

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rancang punye rancang...sampai hr berkenaan..kol 8 kami dah terpacak kat tmpt parking bukit tersebut..

semangat gile kami sume..

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ahaks..padahal bukit tu buka kol 9...

hahahahahaha

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kasi ready camera dulu..

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kami pon tgu la...sampai mase kami pon serbu le..

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planning nak naik basikal..skali kedai basikal pon blom buka juga..

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aduhai..ni la yg menunjukkan kami mmg begitu semangat pada hr off-day..hahahahaha..

kasi alas perut..kedai basikal dah buka..kami pon amik basikal...

dengan ghairah nye mendaki bukit2 bersama basikal...

singgah kejap kat zoo mini..tengok binatang yg ade...

dah dapat rehat kejap hilang kan mengah naik basikal..kami pon sambung perjalanan..

sangt la tgi bukit yg kami daki..sampai menolak basikal  la..hahahaha..xlarat punye pasal..

tapi bila sampai turun bukit..masing2 laju je..

nasib baik la xde insiden jatuh basikal..sbb ade yg dah hilang kawalan dah naik basikal tuh..

maklumlah basikal ramai pakai..maintenance pon kurang..

then kami pon sampai kat rumah 4 musim..sekali x dpt nak masuk da..ngah tukar musim sejuk..cet..klo x dah dpt main salji dah..xde rezki..

tp x dpt tgk salji dpt amik gmbr bunga2..

hehehehehe

tapi selepas tu ade la yg x larat dah nak naik basikal..so kami pon kembali ke pangkal jalan..

xpuas lg berjalan di bukit..so kami pon naik la bas..

nasib ade bas..klo nak menapak jalan kaki mmg xde makne dah la..baik blk tdo..hahahahaha

so sampai la kami ke suatu tasik..

lepak2 le borak2 dulu..sampai menikmati keindahan ciptaan tuhan...

 

  

 

dah puas bergambar sume..so kami pon balik ke pangkal jalan...

suatu pengembaraan yg best..hehehehehe

indah pemandangan jauh perjalanan..

adiooss..